Words written on books..

Words from books have that certain magic of leaping out at you, and giving you comfort. And even if they come from secondhand ones, wouldn’t you say their allure just becomes more potent over time?

In The Blink..

In the blink of an eye. That’s how fast this year has gone. My parents warned me that as you get older time goes faster.

I’m actually okay with it; I live my life thinking about the future. The faster time goes, the closer I get, if that makes sense at all. Today is the one day that I truly think about the past.

When I think about my year I keep going back to people asking me “how are you?” It is probably one of the most spoken phrases in American culture. It is usually asked in a way that's just as cursory as “Hello,” and is answered with the equally cursory “Fine, and you?”

But this year was different; when people asked me how I was I told them. This has been the hardest year of my life till now. I have been beaten down by a bad percentile, bad people and personal bad decisions. But why do I define my mood by all this?

Sometimes, when I am done with studying and working, the person inside me responds with another question: “But what about your family?” I usually feel like a total ass for not considering them in my response.

Instead of looking back on the year and viewing it as a total disaster because of work, I look back at the year as total bliss because I have the most amazing family a man could hope for: I have seen my younger brother grow into a little man, and my dad getting older with a different personality. My mom is the most caring mother I could hope for and we are blessed.

So next time someone asks how I'm doing, I'm going to reply “I am great” -- as long my family truly is great.

June 2012 bring everyone the happiness they deserve.

Hello Daddy - It’s been so long... (Letter)

Hello Dad

It’s been long time... 

I was never aware how world is and how fast life is, since I came here to Bangalore. I would have started living in my own way because no one was around to look but I never did. I knew my limits and believe. Imagine I would be the same child of yours who was in the same place till now; no progress. I was never a studious child and never stick to a thing and wanted to explore all. Sometimes I wonder why I'm here for and what am I doing on this earth!

I never had a best friend neither a girl friend. As you said your best friend is your books but daddy most of the time I shared my thoughts of my life on paper. But do you think humans are so strong to deal with their feelings and loneliness. I won’t say that I’m strong. The cries in a room have made me stronger to face the world till now.

It’s obvious that in teenager guys and girls fall for each other. But have you ever imagined that my son would be one of those?

Dad, I was once told that your parents love’s you the most, love them back. everybody wants love daddy. People are greedy for love. (Needless To Say: I like girls.)

I never gave a thought for my looks or spending my time combing hairs or in men’s parlor. I was in my own world. Reading novels, being in touch with the world on Twitter and Facebook, Writing blog, studying, playing, exploring world and sleep, what else I do. I want to feel, loved by someone other than my parents.

When I came here in Bangalore, “Live life today” was my motto and on the other hand I was restricted. My main focus is my health and learning. I won’t use studying because I get bored fast. Learning is the word I like because I learn new thing every day.

I thought of letting you know what was happening in my life as you know how I’m and how do I live my life. You can just see that I’m in such a inexpressive state.

Ask Mummy to take care and talk to me if she feels because she hardly speaks with me and say bills will increase.

I would love if you send me mails or a message so that I can feel you around. I really miss you. 

:)

Just What Happiness Is

No need for happiness,
when everything goes your way
No need for joy,
when the day overflows with sunshine.

No need for thanksgiving,
when there is plenty
or when there’s no decision to make
about which direction to take.

No need to tell your story,
with the happy ending–
the one where things worked out
Tell that story another day.

No need for Saturday night poetry,
when music and dance fills the air
Give thanks tonight for your loneliness,
Helping you remember just what happiness is..

Kuch yaadein unn lamhon ki

Kuch yaadein unn lamhon ki
Jin lambon mai hum sab saath rahe
Khushiyo se bhare jazbaat rahe
Ek umar guzaari hai humne
Jahan ruthe hue bhi haste the

Kuch Kehte the kuch sunte the
Hum roz subha ja milte the
Toh sab ke chahre khilte the
Kya khubsurat wo manzar hota tha
Sab mil kar baatein karte the
Hum soch ke kitna haste the

Wo gunj humari hasne ki
Ab ek purani yaad bani
Yeh baatein hai unn lamhon ki
Jin lamhon mai hum sab saath rahe.

P.S. Dedicated To All My Friends. Sorry Its In Hindi.
All Contents In My Blog Are Genuine.
Collaboration Of Thoughts Have Resulted This.

This Beginning Is New

"Lulled in the countless chambers of the brain, our thoughts are linked by many a hidden chain; awake but one, and in, what myriads rise!"
~ Alexander Pope

Our brain believes what our mind believes. Hence, using our mind in a tactical way is the key to make use of the brain so that we can enhance and enrich our lives. Our belief about our capability as individuals is often limited to our past experiences.

Consider this. A grown-up elephant can weigh more than 5 tons and it can break through anything that comes on its way. But this giant animal is controlled with a rope tied to its legs. How? Ever since its birth the baby elephant is tied to a small rope. Every time the elephant moves, the rope would restrict it. During its growing years, it can only move around as much as the rope's length. As it grows older and stronger, the rope is never changed. It looks ridiculously fragile to hold such a strong animal, but years of restricted movement have conditioned the elephant to think that the rope has the power to stop its movement. It has stopped trying to free itself long ago because it failed to do so during its early years. As a result, the elephant remains tied to the brittle rope till its death. Similarly, we often make the false hypothesis that our past occurrences equal our future prospects.

The way we work, plan and define our future depends on our mind which directs our brain.

Jean-Dominique Bauby, the author of The Diving Bell and The Butterfly (later made into a movie) was paralyzed due to a fatal accident. He could not talk and his vision was blurred. Nor could he use his hand to write. He could communicate only by blinking with his left eye. Yet in spite of all these hurdles, he succeeded in penning down one of the bestselling books which he communicated with the blinking of his left eye. His body was paralyzed, but not his mind. The negative experiences in his life were insufficient to shut the doors of his mind. In fact he opened the horizons of his mind to move and surge ahead in life.

I wish that you open the horizons of your mind to start afresh with zeal and vigour. Our mind is like the parachute, it functions only when it is opened.

Let me sign off with the words of Winston Churchill - "The empires of the future are the empires of the mind".

Tell Me One More Time

Tell me one more time,
I can’t fall in love with you
Let me, once again
Hold your hand like I do
Say you won’t forget me
and how we used to be.

So long ago, when we’d walk
our love seemed so true
Remember how we always were
you as me and me as you
In each other’s eyes
the world, grew and grew.

Sometimes I think I can’t go on
knowing you are gone
The memories leave me empty
ain't no life, without you
Give our love one last chance
that’s the least you can do.


Tell me just one more time
I can’t fall in love with you.